You can love me first by answering the phone (no matter what the hour). You'll know from the moment I speak where I'm living in this universe: if I’m trying to layer on another coat of gloss, if the spackle is crumbling from the holes, if the lavender sunrise has lasted all day. You’ll know, and because you love me, you’ll go anywhere from there. But this stanza is your continent: if you love me you’ll let me live here, give me the code to the door, introduce me to the weather systems and alter egos who follow the jet streams to tell you just when the clouds will be too heavy to stay in the sky. That is to say, I’ll know you love me because you let me in -- not just to clean up, or drop off cookies, or unload when I’m scared. You’ll unfold -- good with me taking your coarse, dry hand. If there is a “we” that contains us, it exists at in a diner booth on a Tuesday morning, with cooling coffees conversation withering to breath. We fill up our space to overflowing with silence plus wishes: dreams pulsing across forever and back, across the din of clanking plates and waitress chatter, the simmering day, held together but barely by longings and love.
“Write a poem of instructions on how to love you properly.”
It’s April 17th. The first draft of this poem was written on March 12th, but I used my poetry time today to edit it. Thanks to
for the always-great prompts.
Poetry you’re doing lately is especially good. Challenge sometimes brings out our best.
That’s stirring! Doing this every day must be good for you.