What can't be seen, or what isn't filled-- the negative space -- the greater of all things, perhaps, or at very least, a maker. not the sound of wind chimes not the gusts that move 'em: but the silence before and after, and also the forgetting. until once again breath stirs, bells brush a thing given back its voice its shape. sometimes, out walking, I have to stop, hold tether, standby: flow of bodies passing, jetting, jostling -- I have to stop and let liquid air fill, expand, contract. on the Bond Street escalator going up, up, breathless minutes. I hold to the right, a human river rushing as metal steps plod on, each brain chock-a-block, its own wishes and playlists. what is the time for? i keep waking earlier and earlier hardly sleeping dreams pursue me -- schedule, calendar, checklist -- every plant watered, every day -- blocks of time, named and assigned shifting to cul de sacs of memory. what I want, do I know? until I see it before me? until it's gone? here, my inky marks, scratch the glorious, endless, negative space.
April is Poetry Month. I hope you read poetry! I personally love William Carlos Williams, who was a doctor and also wrote beautiful poetry.
Have a beautiful day!