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Eric Vajentic's avatar

Zed, I love this confession. I think it rings so true for all of us, and maybe that's the answer to your value question. But, I know, if your mind works like mind, you won't accept such a simple answer. I've increasingly come to question the whole dynamic of the goal of getting somewhere. This constant yearning for something else, something better--it may be good for producing great art, but, wow, it can be rough on the soul. And, that feeling of loneliness you speak of, I think that's what we are all trying to alleviate in some way or another. But, alas, I'm not sure if it can be done. I think there is always a part of us that, no matter how much we want it to be seen, will always be alone. This perfect union, or communion, that we seek, well, I think (or, hope) that maybe that's what heaven is like. Here on earth, I feel like I'm stuck with the tension of trying to accept these conclusions I'm coming to, or continuing to fight against them. Both options require so much energy, and neither get me any closer to the undefined goals that I think I'm wanting to achieve. Life is so tricky. Am I responsible for making it that way? Do I have a choice? I know one thing--communicating with other like minded people has been the closest I've felt to whatever it is I'm looking for....

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Paul Merrill's avatar

Thanks for your honesty, Elizabeth. I tend to shy away from anything that deep in my blog - maybe out of laziness. I appreciate your writing!

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